All in a sudden, I think of abandonment. I was mistreated by people before and I call that abandonment.

I learned to play with abandonment and stick to what is the most important in life and move on on my own term and ground.

I realize I am actually abandoning a dear friend of mine. He is very available, very hard working, very patient, he is very giving...In short, he is a very cool friend.

But I find it hard to communicate with him coz I find him so arrogant. He is never open to discuss anything. He appears to know it all. Of course I don't hate him but I have to kind of astrange this only friend of mine in the industry.

This also reminded me of another friend of mine I knew from high school. We had a lot of laughter together. However one day, one more time, he shows his attitute toward women as toys, so disrespectful. I deleted his number.

Or should I just give them some time or some more space given that I can't handle them.